One step forward or two steps back

I am a thinker.
I am constantly thinking about today, tomorrow, yesterday, the day that came before yesterday and so and so forth. I think, today this is what I need to do to prevent something tomorrow. Then, I think about how everything went yesterday. I think about how I did not do what I wanted to do and how I am wasting my day today what I should have done tomorrow. That leads me to wonder why I did not do what I was supposed to do when I was supposed to do. Answer? Day dreaming.
I am a dreamer.
It is a constant state of not the current conversation. Someone says that they went to California. Immediately, I am off in California. I'm walking on a pier where I stand on the edge. I wiggle my flip-flop covered toes over the edge and see an empty milk jug covered in algae bobbing on the waters surface. If i am really lucky I might see a dead fish. I would like to boast that I am somewhat a realistic day dreamer.
Oh well, I guess there are certain things about a person that will never change. I hope I forever and always look at everything as if it were some romantic fairy tale. I absolutely love looking at myself and thinking that my possibilities are endless. I know that I can do anything. I really can. I can get what I want assuming that I do it. That's the trick.
Just do it.
Be fearless.
I am a doer.

Day 6,864

From inquiry to passion
From desire to rage
Follow my existence
Page by page

With my old gang
of Curiosity and Adventure
In our quests Narnia
When we are in perilous danger

Clever and Cunning
Rather ridiculously good looking
Everything needed to
Make the boys start cooking

Enter if you wish
Secret code at the gate
Day 6,864,
I can't wait.